female solidarity

I’ve told you before about my girl crushes. After years of complaining (yes, I used to love complaining – niets menselijks is ons vreemd) that I could not find any female role models (which I even made a documentary about) over the last two years I have fallen from one crush into another. Meeting and discovering…

georgia

I feel there is something unexplored about woman that only a woman can explore. ~Georgia O’Keeffe Two quotes that make so much sense about how I feel right now. My recent crush on Georgia O’Keeffe says a lot about what I want. The New Year has begun. Now it’s time to start living the new. Explore….

egg

Who layed this egg…?      

happy new year

Let’s make it a good one, without any fear! Yay! Wishing you the very best of everything! Here’s to being funny and silly and imperfect and daring and sweet and grateful! The best recipe for a real life! LOVE!     Fireworks drawing by Mike Mills

2015

Oh man, what a beautiful, crazy sad and crazy happy ride you were! Thank you! But above all I would like to thank ALL of you for sticking along with me during this journey. Let’s see what 2016 will bring!  

strayed

“She’s crazy!” Here in this small village a lot of fighting is going on. About 40 people live here in winter and about 80 in summer, but still there are a few that drop out and upset the others. Mostly because they behave in a way that is not suitable or desirable. The people here…

7 years today

Seven years ago I woke up in the middle of the night with a strange feeling. Two-and-a-half hours later T was holding a little baby boy, only 2,5 kilo’s. I remember seeing he’s tiny face and feeling a shock: he is someone! Not a little fluffy baby like other babies I’d seen. This was a…

Spain today

  Photograph by Scott Zimmerman. Nice to meet you!

happy xmas

A beautiful full moon, the first one in 40 years on christmas day. We made a bonfire in the garden to celebrate it, but the pictures failed. The rest of the day was just as lovely. Happy xmas everyone!  

DH Lawrence

Those that go searching for love only make manifest their own lovelessness, and the loveless never find love, only the loving find love, and they never have to seek for it. “Search for Love” The Works of D. H. Lawrence  

holding back

Why are you still holding back? You learned how to think for yourself. Why are you not speaking for yourself? You think people will not understand? You think people need cryptic translations? You think other people do not know the transcended realms of their own hearts? How can we learn to speak about it if…