to not be someone

I remember when I was in high school and it became clear that ‘I had to be someone’. And I did not think long, I am very ambitious, so I made ‘someone’.

But that someone never really worked. And since some time I let go of the someone. I don’t need someone I have to live up to. I have to prove. Showing what my someone is worth or capable of. I don’t need a persona, I like to be nobody. I even love it. I like the privacy, I like the randomness, I like the freedom. Yes it is freedom. Being nobody is freedom. Because it is only here we start to get a sense of intrinsic worth. The only way is in.

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