When life gets serious, you realize how much stupid things have come to matter. Trying to decrease my dairy intake or blaming myself not to get up immediately when the alarm clock rings. Worrying about a to-do list, clean house or missed phone calls. I don’t care anymore what anyone thinks of me. I don’t care about eating super healthy or how flat my belly is. I don’t care if I do it right. Trying to do it right doesn’t prevent anything from happening. It just makes life more difficult when it is easy.
All I want right now is to be alive. It is one day at the time. And after, I am going to be very conscious not to fall into the nonsense trap again and only give my energy to what truly matters.